Seven years of college entrance examination, not Tsinghua University

took part in the college entrance examination for six years, and in the seventh year, I became a “new year friend” with the same repetition.

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this is the 164th story of the real story plan

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– the year of the first college entrance examination of

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, maybe I was in a indifferent attitude, so it played very normal, even under the help of friendship at the adjacent table, it played supernormal, and scored more than 300 points.

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my parents agreed that I should read them again.

“will not go, nor will they be killed.” I argued with them with a thick neck and a red face.

“we didn’t discuss it with you. You have to find out.” My father looked at me calmly. “If you want to go to a pheasant university, I won’t offer tuition. You are eighteen years old. I have no obligation to raise a disobedient son. ”

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skinny mother, carrying a large bag which is extremely out of proportion to her size, went to the door and turned to me and said, “listen to your father, don’t waste time.” Then I went to play card angrily.

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are just like this. In the autumn of 2014, I came to No.1 middle school to read again.

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are the business cards of our county, and even the buildings are the landmarks of the county. No. 1 middle school only enrolls re-entry students. Each year, about 12000 students take part in the college entrance examination. 700 students can pass two score lines, and 300 students can get one. Such achievements are not worth mentioning in Changsha. They are education myths in our county. On the first day of

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, the enrollment teacher of No.1 Middle School looked at my report card and never looked at me directly. The tuition fee is three thousand five and one point is quite a lot. If the score is more than 450, the tuition fee is 3000. If you pass two lines, you only need 2000. If you pass one line, you will get free tuition. The school will send a van to pick you up.

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there are 120 students in my class. Their seats are from the front door to the back door. The most common conflict among students is to seize the territory. After inspecting my study environment, my gambling loving mother knocked on the door of the headteacher’s office. Five minutes later, my mother came out and lost 500 yuan in her wallet. Before the third class of

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, my seat was adjusted to the middle of the third row and became the same table with the braces.

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braces are the most famous men in our school. Before entering this school, I have heard of his great achievements: he has participated in the college entrance examination six times, and next year will usher in the seventh time.

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I think people who fail to go to University six times must be stupid, even if they do.

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for me, who spend money to solve difficulties, neither show contempt like other students, nor flattering enthusiasm. He holds his hands on his temples, looks at the math papers attentively, and from time to time uses his pen to draft on the rough paper. I haven’t seen such beautiful handwriting in boys’ homework books for many years. From this point, I can judge that I am not the same as him. The teachers of

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are all elite teachers in the whole county, but they didn’t give me any useful knowledge until I graduated. Teachers have a remarkable feature in class, that is, fast. They need to finish three years of lessons in one semester, and then review the three years of lessons three times in the remaining semester.

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are the same speed as the speed of light for a person who has got 300 scores and still contains water. Three days later, I finally chose to give up following the teacher’s rhythm and embark on the review journey alone.

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later, I found that the silent braces had already left the teacher and fought alone like me. I was very happy to find the same people, so I took the initiative to chat up: “braces No, classmate, what’s your name? ”

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braces gave me a surprised look, as if they were looking at a passer-by he had never seen before, and then they lowered their heads quickly and fell into their own world. I hated my hot face for sticking it to his cold ass, and then for a week, I appeared in front of him with a cold face. He turned a blind eye to it and kept his old style.

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college entrance examination sprint

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. With the passage of time, I have gradually learned that it is a normal state for braces to be indifferent to the outside world. It turns out that he’s not what I think he is: a fool who can’t get into college. No matter what course

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, when the teacher’s questions can’t be solved, he will raise his hand a little, don’t wait for the teacher to call the roll, explain the answers quickly, and then lower his head in the astonished eyes of all people and immerse himself in his mathematics world.

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once, because I couldn’t solve a geography problem, I was scratching my ears. He handed over a note. When I looked at him, he nervously turned away. I could feel the residual light in the corner of his eyes flickering from time to time. The answers on

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are clear, and the methods are very handy. Obviously, he is not a stupid person. Later, after many inquiries, I got a more comprehensive understanding of him. He took part in six college entrance examinations, twice in Central South University, once in Wuhan University, and three times in two ordinary books. It is said that he did not study in Tsinghua University or Peking University.

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are really difficult to understand his behavior for a scum like me who even hopes for two books.

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in an English class, I couldn’t help curiosity and wrote a note to him: “I heard that you have been admitted to University six times.”

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he looked at the note, took a quick look at me, and turned his head back quickly.

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I didn’t give up, and wrote a sentence to him: “I heard that you were admitted to Central South University before?”

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after reading the note, he nodded impatiently to me, but still didn’t speak.

I didn’t give up, and continued to write: “do you really only read Tsinghua University?”

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when I shoved the note under his eyes, he looked at me angrily, then scratched his scalp, licked his tongue, licked his braces, and picked up the note: “I’ll talk about it after class. I’m solving the problem.”

I made an OK gesture to him. After class,

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, he put down his pen and looked at me seriously. The atmosphere was weird and I was a little tightZhang Di asked, “how?”

“don’t you have a problem?” His tone was cold, like an unpleasant elder.

“Oh, that’s it.” I paused. “I think we are at the same table. We should get to know each other.”

“I already know you.” He said.

“right?”

“you don’t like English class, you like history class best, you like to be dazed in Chinese class, you only learn simple foundation in math class, you should work hard most in geography, and you seem to learn well in politics.” He finished at one breath and looked at me quietly, with a light smile on his face. I think he must be a little proud.

“well, you’re so careful. I thought you only had math problems.” I shrugged uneasily and said, “I thought you were studying hard.”

“I’m really studying.” He looked at me seriously.

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I didn’t know how to continue the topic, so I found an excuse to go out. His eyes follow me all the time. Even when I turn my back to him, I can still feel the following eyes. Kdspe,

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, etc. since that day, we have become close. In class, we often pass notes and sometimes use oral communication. He told me that he had been to Central South University and Wuhan University for several months, but could not find the feeling, so he came back here.

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he said that he must enter Tsinghua University, which is his ideal university. I asked if he was under pressure from his family. He bypassed the question, and every time he came across a question he didn’t want to answer, he bluntly bypassed it.

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he likes to talk and needs a silent listener. Sometimes I can’t help but talk about my views, and he turns a deaf ear. I complained about it, but he ignored it. Maybe he is a strange person in my mind, and I don’t have too much antipathy.

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once went to the toilet together. When they were shaking their urine, they suddenly looked at me and said, “you are a good man.”

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when I came back to say something, he had already lifted his pants and left me staring at the Yellow dirty urinal. He is like this, suddenly say an inappropriate words, let you feel confused.

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in a math class, when he successfully solved a problem that everyone can’t help, he looked at me with a smile, as if waiting for my reward. That smile is sincere, but I think it’s awkward or embarrassing for an adult boy to show this kind of smile. I didn’t look at

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for a whole class. After class, I said to go out for a walk. He raised his eyes and stared at me. His eyes went back to the problems at the end of the math paper that I could not see.

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his behavior is strange, but it fascinates me. His mood is introverted most of the time, and sometimes it suddenly erupts, which makes people unprepared.

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found me on a cool afternoon. She left the gambling table after losing more than 300 in the morning because of her bad luck. Because of the boredom and chilly cold wind, she thought of my son who suffered in the re-entry school.

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she brought a bag of apples, two boiled eggs, and spicy, my favorite stir fried beef. After talking with me about my father’s unclear whereabouts of some money recently, she received a phone call from a licensed friend, then in a hurry, she stuffed 500 yuan for me and drove away.

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are biting eggs with apples, holding me in tears, unable to help themselves.

I slapped him on the back in embarrassment: “brother, it’s not necessary.”

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he pushed me away a little bit and said something, sobbing. The broken egg yolk mixed with saliva sprayed on my face, and I simply held him in my arms. I suddenly understood why I could accept such a hypocritical and withdrawn person. He was like a child, and few people would hate a child.

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maybe that time I broke through his psychological defense line, he opened his mind to me, at least I think so. Also at this time, I began to understand that there may not be so-called lonely people in the world, they are just on guard against us. What we need to do is raise our hands and tell them that we have no malice, and then hug them deeply.

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my relationship with braces has entered the honeymoon period, and my achievements have made great progress with his help. Just when I thought that time would flow forward smoothly, a corpse in the campus, no, should say a dying body was displayed in front of me.

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under my feet are the broken glasses of the dead man. He lies on the ground, the thick blood slowly squeezed out of his mouth, like a bag of tomato sauce. His fingers moved and he tried to open his eyes. The eyes were sliding, and finally his eyelids were drooping feebly. A scream of

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spread the news of suicide among senior three students. The decline of

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gives more lives a day’s freedom. Eating Wallace’s 15 yuan roast chicken, he was excited: “it’s time to come.” He looked at the weeping family at the school gate as if it were a busy performance.

“death is unstoppable here.” He explained to me, “keep repeating.” He took a sip of juice and his eyes were empty, as if everything in the world would disappear.

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I once tried to inquire about his family. Sometimes, according to his description, his father opened a factory in Zhejiang, but sometimes in his mouth, his father was a doting but poor construction worker. Once he proudly told me that he had an elder sister who was studying for a doctor. Then when I asked his elder sister where she was studying for a doctor, he became hesitant again and finally didn’t know. He also told me that his mother opened a clothing store in the county town, but three days later, he claimed that his mother worked in Shenzhen.

is the most amazingYes, once he told me that his grandmother came to see him. He ran out in high spirits. Then I saw him go to the shop and buy some food. Then he came back and put a bag of snacks on my desk. He said happily, “this is what my grandma bought me. Do you want any?” On the day of

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holiday, he invited me to visit his home. Before that, we went to the Internet bar and didn’t leave for his home until 8 p.m.

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he lives in a commodity wholesale market, the house is the old house of the last century, on the top floor. As soon as the door was opened, a wave of sullen air filled the room like a tide, with the stench of food spoiling in the middle. We didn’t walk in until half an hour later. Crowded furniture filled the room, and he and I cleaned up the source of the stench – Unfinished instant noodles, moldy unknown food, atrophied black apples and rotten meat crawling with maggots. When

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do these things, they are very happy to talk about the future, mathematics and examinations.

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I looked at his bedroom. There was a family photo on the opposite side of the bed. There should have been four people on it, but two heads were cut off by him, leaving him and a kind old lady. Next to the picture hung a pair of words, on the four words “diligence can make up for clumsiness”.

“these four words are beautifully written.”

“beautiful. You wrote it? ”

he smiled and shook his head: “my grandma.”

“your grandmother she…” I asked cautiously.

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he turned my back and walked towards the kitchen. “My grandmother died last winter. When I came back, she was lying in the living room. Her body was hard.”

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that night, he slept next door, let me sleep on his bed in his room, wet bedding, smelly pillowcases, dripping ceiling.

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I had a long nightmare, in which an old lady with a grim face got up from the ground and gave out a terrible gasp. Time seems to be stretched by wireless. The most frightening thing is that I am awake and my eyes are open. The “diligence can mend the clumsiness” on the wall turned red and was bleeding. A dark shadow peeped at me outside the door, the sharp teeth glowing with cold light, and the eyes of malice and resentment peeped out of the crack of the door. Nightmares are eroding my spiritual defense line in my mind, and shadows are wandering outside the door waiting for opportunities to do evil.

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I wake up tired, full of shouts, and my whole body is soft and sour. After the night of

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, I began to resist his strange behavior and realized the hidden danger in him. I began to alienate him, just at that time, a girl who had a better relationship with me expressed love to me directly or indirectly. I pushed the boat along the water and put the focus of communication on her.

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once came back from a tryst with my girlfriend, Linzhong. They showed great interest: “did you have sex?”

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I looked at him in shock, “what are you thinking?”

“I’m asking if you have sex.” He asked me again.

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I shook my head helplessly.

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however, three days later, in a physical education class, he asked me again: “now?”

“what now?”

“of course, do you have sex?” He looked at me for granted.

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I became frightened from the previous shock and told him seriously: “don’t ask such questions again in the future, which makes me feel offended, you know?”

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he opened his eyes, froze, turned around without saying a word, walked a few steps back, and found that I was staring at him. He quickly turned his head around and left in a panic.

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I thought our relationship was broken. At least he would not pester me on this issue in the future. But who knows, about a week later, he came to my ear and asked me mysteriously: “now? Did you have sex with her? ” He asked me the same way he asked me the first time.

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I looked at him in horror, and he smiled innocently, with a dark light on his silver white braces. I shivered and twisted, looking straight ahead, pretending to be calm. After class, I went home to ask my mother to come out of the mountain. I changed my seat to a corner far away from him.

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however, even in class, I can feel the light from his corner of the eye falling on me. When I noticed it, he smiled mercifully and licked it on his braces with his sticky tongue. Fortunately,

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can not get rid of the control of time. My rereading time ended in panic. This time, I still didn’t get two copies of the exam, but I firmly said to my parents, “I won’t go back to school if I die.”

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my parents look at each other and acquiesce in my decision. After

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, when I recall the poor and terrible braces, there are still some fears and anxieties. It’s said that he missed the math exam that year, but he finally got into one or two colleges. I was relieved, at least in my later memory, that he came out of the nightmare.

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can be seen on May 1 this year at the gate of No. In the deep memory of

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, that vicious voice came back to life in my mind: “be sure to go to Tsinghua University.”

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turned out that he had not come out of his nightmare. Ning Di, author of

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